Rant #1

So I've been too kind and nice. Its time to be nasty.

I feel like a joke you know why?

"I'm sorry I can't be with you because I don't want to hurt my mom anymore. Enough is enough."

WELL FUCK YOU DUDE.

and the fact that you lied and the fact that you ignore the shit out of me, I can see you be casually friendly with others and with me all bitter. What are you? I swear not to be irked by the situation but I just did. You disgust me to a degree where I question myself, why did I fell for him for fucking 5 years again? Do you have even be rude with me? Like for instance, I said " you look very happy" and you don't have to rub it all in my face that you found a rebound and the girl, come on man!  You don't have to be all angsty on me. What the fuck dude. Lay your balls off. Be a man, I can carry myself without you having to tell me you call her babygirl or what shit because that's so unauthentic. Speaking of which, I wonder does your mom care or wait, let me rephrase that, does she call her and mock her and humiliated her for what she is. Yes, I am bringing up all the past because the fire in me is brightly burning and don't you dare underestimate me. I invested my feeling for you, thinking of it would last forever and  frankly I was tired with the pretentious love and it amazes me how you can burn the bridge as fast as lightning. Have fun with your 'babygirl' and oh yeah, I know what kind of girl she is. I know her, actually. Thank you for creating an amazing lie.

again, Fuck you dude. Fuck you.

and your mum too.