Insecurities

I have a confession to make.

I have some serious self-esteem problems.

What's worsen the whole scenario? Seeing people surrounding me, at their utter best state.

1. I can't sing. So what many of my friends can't sing too. But its different when music has always been my friend, the only thing I'm okay with. Anything musical enlighten me like fat kids and friend chicken.
2. I'm no Einstein. I hate when most of my family members puts such great pressure on me. I worked my ass off, from day to day in order to be above average.
3. I'm not good in sports. Agility is like a bitch. I can never posses them. I do sports but never good in it.
4. My sense of fashion is a felony. I'm the kind of girl who puts on a tshirt and jeans and her chucks on. I can never dress up all girly, wear all those chemicals products and I find it a waste of time.
5. I can never talk to boys. I'm not reserved, I just don't know how to start a conversation. even with girls too.

If I were to list all, I won't be getting enough sleep. 

I feel like a loser inside. I really do.