I can't make you love me.

 last night while studying I do not how did we end up talking about you.

a very dear friend of mine, Nadia, she asked me ,"why did you break up again?"

then I replied, for what ever reason it is, I still feel that I was the fault to all this. I should never give up on us, because he never did. As I unfolds the story, I realized that I began to tear up. I couldn't possibly held it in. As much as I want to move on from it, I just can't because I promised my self, I love you and I can't love another. I know it sound so foolish of me, but when you believe, miracle happen. This voice inside my head keeps on whispering, "you still love him don't you? I know you do and you know it too."

I told Nadia, what kills me is that I have my 1/4 of life shared with somebody I truly loved, and I can't have him anymore, and I can't blame anyone for that but myself. You'll be surprised to know how much I hold on to your words, the promises we made, the thing we do together, all the little thing that makes up so much.

I will have to wait so I'll know when will I move on.

Go ahead an believe what you want, I won't stop you from living your life and I 'll live mine. But every second of my life, I'll remember you, I think of you.
You will always have a place in my heart.
When you lost track in your life, you know you can always come back to me.
or otherwise, if you found her, I'm glad you did.

It sucks because all I want is to hear your voices, to see you smile at me like you always did, you always comfort me with you silly jokes and you will always be there, the greatest listener and you never judge me.
You are the only thing I knew like the back of my hand.

but not all the things you want you'll get it. But I believe in fate, I believe in what my heart says. I just need you to say something.