So that is it I guess.

You said it ,  "I wan't you to forget about me, take care". After all the times I stood by you, cared for you, took the bullets for you and that is all. Maybe one day , you realize , that once in your life, there's a person love you for who you are, love you for the flaws, see you in the different perspective, worship you nonetheless,  love you endlessly. Maybe one day, you realize, for once in you life, you let a chance go by.

Oh no, darling, you don't know how I feel right now, and no please just be honest. You know me too well, don't pretend as if Im fine with this. Im sorry I even exist in your world. I'm sorry that I was brave enough to let you know that night, back in 2008. and please don't pretend like you don't know it.

This is painful. Im left alone. Im like reaching out to you, can't we be normal friends? Even if so, you wouldn't even reply my "hi". If I was to compare to anything, I'd be the trash can, thats when you can throw all you tantrums at and you know I's be there to store it.

If you think Im lying, you should probably ask my friend. Who you are to me.

I can't hate you. I just have to find reason to hate now.

Thank you. thank you so much.