Something for my friends.

Ahoy people of the world. 

Have you ever wish you stop growing? have you ever wish than your friends stayed with you? Because I'm sick of "friends come and go".

Over the past 18 years of my life, I've been meeting a lot of new friends, and every single one of them taught me something, some got your back, some turn their back on you during rough times. 

I've learn a lot and I've been hurt a lot. Well, don't we all?  Sometimes, you feel like you've been shove to the side, and they look for you when they need a favor? I get that all time, but I don't dwell on it too much, I just move on from it. However, doesn't I didn't care. I do, but I try my best to not let anger reign my soul and mind, I don't want to cause a chaos. 

I'm human too, so are they. So we all have our weaknesses and good qualities. I don't really have someone that I hate. Okay maybe, the least would be someone I dislike or uncomfortable with. 

Sometimes, I feel like, I could keep them, the good ones, with me through out my life, because I know they will be there. But that is not how the world works, is it? They have their goals and dreams to pursue, and who am I to begin with? I wanted to say that, I am more than thankful, grateful and honoured to have them as my friends. How do I paraphrase it to them? I do not know how to let someone know that I love them, but I'll try my best to make them feel that they are something to me. I believe that I shouldn't mention the ones who got my back, because they would know. Don't hesitate, if you feel that you've been a good friend to me, well, this for you. Thank you, I couldn't ask for more, because at least you still got my back when everyone is running away from me. 

love,

zatty.