F8CKED

Resentment is the only thing that tear people apart. As far as I'm concern , every religion or at the state of human logic sense , we are bound to be nice to each other and accept the differences.

But sad to see that not many people are able to think to that extend and I'm still surprise with the education provided , it still doesn't make sense to me that sometimes people can be that shallow.

Why must I be only person who gets fucked up in any kind of relationships? Yes once I thought myself to not let my guard down easily , then I thought if I am not letting my guard down with people that I became comfortable with, the relationship will remain as a very "blurry-kind" of relationship where you laugh had a good time and walks away. Nothing special. But I guess you might have to be that way. It taught me a lesson, be strong and move on. I am stronger than I was last year , and I am "moving on" with my past relationship . But the scars never really heal completely. I should know that I was not one of them , I was just "a part" of them. It kills me when I ask if I could lend a hand a and NOBODY GIVES A FUCK. there I said it! NOBODY GIVES A FUCK ABOUT ME!

I can't help but to bear the pain and ignore that feeling that irritates me to the core.

and thank you for this lesson Allah.