Lonely

Hello there peeps,

yes its been awhile since I've posted anything on this blog.

Apparently I am lonely. Yes ,I am.

I'm not alone but I am just lonely. sigh, it kills me deep within. Just to see everyone is so happy with their partner while I am partner-less .

I don't want to be a relationship. I just want fall in love. Get it? Relationship are too complicated. I just can't understand it.

Apparently I have another miserable paper on Thursday, which is English for Science and Technology.

I might work after this, to buy myself a guitar.

yes , i know I have already own a guitar before , but you just can't understand why i need this guitar so much. It is important, well , at least for me.

I need to write a song. a song for you.

I'm not good in saying things, maybe by this way you could understand why I had to let you go.

Look upon the star, look how they shine so bright at night? that's how you make me feel when everything seems so dark and dull, you light me up.

Look at how strong the wind when it is monsoon ? that is how strong my feelings for you even if its so wrong to love you now.

Look at world , how it is so complex ? that is exactly how I feel about you.

Maybe I'm the bad person in your eyes, maybe I'm not the person you would end up with one day, but I will always be the first person who told that three words.

I will always be the first person who truly cared about you and you will always be part of me, not just a part, but a huge part of me.

till then , I will always love you.