I have been praying for a better year, 2011. It is one of the most important year of my life.
I have to go through again and endure the absolute pain and swallowing it bit by bit, heck I don't fancy it but I have to. Actually ,2010 has turned out so bad and I'm lack of adjective to even describe it. It makes me halfway giving up on everything. For real. I just want to go back to June of 2009 and pause it there and then. It was so beautiful I couldn't imagine how could something that is so beautiful would ever change into a disaster. I'm sick and tired of feeling bad about myself. I may look happy, no noway I'm feeling the same deep down there. Enough already?
Im so tired and bored with all the problems, I really want this to stop, or me myself will not hesitate to enroll myself into rehab.I mean special ones. ==" so fuckingboredandtired
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